I just called to say.... (part I)

Now I know that was stupid call you... I feel bad, sad and all is confused. What is happening when the only person that you believe, he tell you a lie or hide important things? Could you believe in him yet? He broke my heart and I don't know how happened. I was vulnerable with him, lot of years with him, be friends, and now I feel lost and so sad without him. I don't understand how all changed. Maybe you can't hear me, but i can't feel you. I only hope that a day, we could continue...

I have to say thanks for a lot of things that you learnt me.

the last thing, you know (u) .....